The Love Never Dies English Literature Essay

N.I.M.H.A.N.S should this story starts from word like this. I know the answer, it shouldnt. But faith and destiny of any one is always unknown to everyone, in other sense no one can tell what the future will be.

For most of you who don’t know what “N.I.M.H.A.N.S” stands for, it’s a mental rehabilitation centre placed in India’s IT hub BANGLORE, it means “National Institute of Mental Health and Neuro Sciences”.

I am Jay, 25 year old software engineer placed in WIPRO, and the reason why I came here is a note which is originally belongs to my best friend Tarun, a very bright boy with unbelievable quality of facing worst situations of life, whom I came to meet over here. Yes he is in mental asylum. He was searching for job after completing his M.C.A studies from T.JOHN College Bangalore. As I said nobody know what will going to be after. A week before nobody knows that what’s the reason that why Tarun is behind these asylum walls. But today I know the answer.

After Tarun shifted to “N.I.M.H.A.N.S” her mom called me in his house few days after. I went there to see aunty because she needs much moral help on that time.

It was around 10.30 AM when I reached Tarun’s house. Before I can knock the door aunty opened the door seems like she is waiting for me and expecting me since all of the time. I looked at her, she is looking just like a living dead. Only a mother can tell the feeling of pain when anything terrible happened to her son. After seeing aunty I want to tell her “how are you aunty” but I couldn’t. I just stand in front of her chained my mouth shut clueless what to talk next. “How it happened aunty” I asked, she told “from few days, Tarun was depressed and seems like very sad in himself. I asked him so many times but he didn’t respond positively. One day I send him to bring some house hold stuffs from market, on the way he met with an accident. After operation doctor told that he is out of danger but sadly lost most of his memories and suggested to send him to asylum.” After that she told me to wait and went upstairs. While waiting I was watching those Pictures hanged on wall of me and Tarun’s which we took together all these years. These pictures reminding me of our golden life time which we had spent together. Along with happiness of our golden past life memories I was feeling a deep sadness inside me, that what happened to him and why he done that to himself. Lost in my thoughts broke suddenly by auntie’s voice when she called my name, “Jay beta, I was taking a look of Tarun’s stuffs yesterday night and I found out this note in his closet written over “For you Jay”. I didn’t open this note and I want you to have this as your friend loves you too much may be he want to share his secret with you”. After saying this she burst out into tears. I grabbed her shoulders and said her that “Don’t worry aunty, u will see that Tarun will be all right, Don’t cry just wait for that moment” although I knew inside it will take a long time to cure my friend but I don’t want aunty to lose hope only because of Tarun, because he always use to say some lines to me that ” Don’t worry Jay, Be happy, because life is too long to live, enjoy every second of its moment, if bad time comes, don’t fear, face it, because there can’t be a bad ending, there is always a door with happy ending solution.” I left for my office, but still I was lost in thoughts of searching solutions for this negative situation, which seems impossible to find. But I knew there must be something very much important in Tarun’s note which makes me impatient to read that note.

Note: Jay we don’t believe in love at first sight but that day in our fresher’s party I suddenly felt like flying in the sky and felt that violins playing all around me when I saw Juhi. And this makes me believe that there is something called love at first sight.

Good Programming of mine drags attention of Juhi towards me because she also loves that subject. After few days we started to practise in my room. As the day passed we become closer. I still remember that day when I proposed her without any hesitation and that day become the best day of my life. As the day passed our relationship goes stronger to strongest, at least I believed that.

Everything was going fine. We are about to complete our post-graduation and I love Juhi more than anything. I planned to marry her just after I got settled and only because of that reason I started working hard for my placement. After one month my hard work works and I got selected in accenture at first shot. At that day I shared my success with you but could not share my feelings for Juhi on phone.

Juhi shared my success with her parents and told them about our relationship, she was scared about her parent’s reaction. She relaxed when I promised to talk to her parents.

Before get that chance to talk to her parents’ Juhi went Bhubaneswar for seven days. I was impatient but was busy with my new job. 7days becomes 10 but Juhi didn’t come not even she contacted me once. I was restless. On 11th day at 2am night my phone rang. It was Juhi crying badly on phone. She told that her parents fixed her marriage with someone else in their caste. I shouted “How it could be possible.” My heart shattered when I came to know that Juhi was also agreed for that marriage and try to convince me to leave her and to forget everything which happened between us. How it could be, I tried my best to get her back but it seems like she was happy with her parent’s decision. Reason is she could not leave her parents because of me and because of different culture. I tried to recall those unforgettable moments of us but nothing could drag her decision back. Our conversation lasts for 3hrs. At last I promised her to not to contact as she wanted.

I also told her that I will never forget you and will always remember you by your photograph which you gave me on our second date.

After that night I never lived a single second peacefully, her thought hunted me day and night. My self confidence goes bad to worse. I started to do silly mistakes and forgot small things because of less concentration. I stopped communication and got disconnected from outer world and I let myself isolated with every one and everything.

This note of Tarun increased my eagerness to met Tarun. Now in few second I am going to step into Tarun’s cell.

“How is he responding?” I asked warden. He told “not very well”, every time he utters a name Juhi and look over her picture again and again which he has all the time.

After this I lost my control over my emotions and broke up so badly that I lost courage to face my best friend. I decided to leave asylum without seeing him and I left.

Only one question came into my mind “is anyone deserves return like this in return of his or her true love?” I want to leave this question to those who are going to read my best friend’s life’s story. You decide it in yourself!